this isnt a phase ...this will be what kills me

Madi and Annabelle I you

i missed everyone!!!!!! 

I feel like I keep getting bigger n bigger no matter what I do. I hate this shit. almost 11 years of my life has been taken from me. I don’t think ill ever get better

Had alcohol poisoning Friday. Finally feel better

Had alcohol poisoning Friday. Finally feel better

This morning

This morning

Me this morning

Me this morning

Reblog this if you have a mental disorder-depression,anxiety,ed,etc.

foreverdepressedteen:

I want to follow all of you.

dismalxdestruction:

I don’t usually reblog pics like this, because most of them show a mirror reflection of an extremely obese girl, and I don’t relate to that.
But this picture really fkn gets to me.
The girl in the reflection isn’t fat, but she has fat.
And that’s how I feel.
When I look at myself, I don’t see someone overweight.  I see a girl that has fat on her body.  I’m not fat, but I have fat.
Most images about Anorexia show a deathly girl looking into a mirror and seeing a reflection of a morbidly obese girl.
It is not and has never been that way for me.
I know what fat looks like, and I am not it.
But my flesh is too much, I have fat and it’s too much.
There is too much of me.

dismalxdestruction:

I don’t usually reblog pics like this, because most of them show a mirror reflection of an extremely obese girl, and I don’t relate to that.

But this picture really fkn gets to me.

The girl in the reflection isn’t fat, but she has fat.

And that’s how I feel.

When I look at myself, I don’t see someone overweight.  I see a girl that has fat on her body.  I’m not fat, but I have fat.

Most images about Anorexia show a deathly girl looking into a mirror and seeing a reflection of a morbidly obese girl.

It is not and has never been that way for me.

I know what fat looks like, and I am not it.

But my flesh is too much, I have fat and it’s too much.

There is too much of me.

bbboneskies:

alll the tiiime

bbboneskies:

alll the tiiime